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| Wednesday, October 27th, 2004 | | 9:55 pm |
Birthday
Tomorrow is a very special day for a very special person for me. Ashley is turning the big 19 and I'm hoping to give her a birthday that she won't forget. She is very very special to me and there's not a thing on this planet I wouldn't do for her. We've spent a long time together and it's hard to picture things in my life without her. I know I love her, and I think we have something very very special. Happy birthday Ash, I love you. Current Mood:  cheerful | | Wednesday, August 4th, 2004 | | 2:37 am |
Where do I begin? I believe I have to describe myself as the luckiest man alive. Though I'm completely confused on many things in my life, I have someone who is there for me EVERYDAY to make sure I keep it together, and she does it without even trying. Thought we haven't been an item for what most would call a long time, It feels like we've stuck together through what seems like years worth of problems and didn't miss a step. If she could only see how much she truly means to me, I think she could understand that I will do anything for her and give the world to her if I could. It's moments like this when I sit here and I wonder how it is that time can absolutly crawl until I see her and wonder where all the time went. She is my son, my moon, and everything inbetween. I'm nervous because so much of me revolves around this women that I love, and that could set me up for a huge fall. But if I don't give her my all, I'm asking for let down. I miss you Ash Current Mood: thankful | | Wednesday, December 31st, 2003 | | 2:13 am |
Hey, it's New Years Eve. Not real sure how to feel about this one. I must admit I'm doing much better than I was, for a couple days there I was bummin pretty hard on what I was going to do. Talking with Em really helped me out though, I got alot of things that I was thinking/worrying about off of my chest. To me New Years Eve is about being with the people you love and care about. It doesn't need to be just about hanging with your current boyfriend or girlfriend, that's what Valintines day is for. I know many people who are down in the dumps about this upcomming holiday and it's just not kosher with me. It's the time to make the best of things. It's just another day in our lives anyways. On a side note, I'm still LJ retarted and don't know how to make a friends list, cause I keep running accross an error when I try to make mine. It frustrates and saddens me. If you would like to help me with this problem please feel free to do so. I've got one peron in mind inparticular who always helps me with my computer illiteracy. For all who read this, have a wonder New Years! Go Wolverines! Current Mood:  contemplative | | Wednesday, October 15th, 2003 | | 12:06 pm |
???
It's time to grow up and I don't think we're ready. We're not kids anymore, but we're not ready to be adults. How can I move on in life when my college feels like the high-school that i just graduated from? I love the thougt of still seeing some of my good friends at school, but it's not nearly enough to make my life feel worth while. Hopefully my move to WMU in a couple years will help fix me of this. I don't think life will ever be as happy as it was in high-school. I had so many friends that when fighting with one I could just replace them with another. Now I have to hold on to every person that I can. My faith has grown stronger, but right now I'm caught in the middle. I'm not sure if I can commit to either Christ or my friends 100% just yet. I love all my friends to death and I'd do anything for them, but it's hard to feel so strong towards them when knowing that our path ahead will soon be parting ways. Sure we'll keep in touch and remain friends, but I will miss them. The hardest part is not knowing if I'll see them again after we leave this place. Live it up high-schoolers, cause it's all shit after you graduate. Current Mood:  blank | | 12:05 pm |
| | Thursday, July 17th, 2003 | | 1:10 am |
Man oh man has it been a long time since i've seen this place. I've been hesitant to make an entry, and then it hit me...this is my bloomin journal and it really doesn't matter what i put in here! Well it's about halfway through summer, and things are flying. There's alot of growing up that i've realized i have to do and i'm taking it one day at a time. I wish i had more time to see all my friends and let the people i care about know that i miss them and wish i could see them more. That little part was ment for a few people inparticular, hopefully they read it and feel special! I need a job, and right now it's looking like i'm going to become a sandwich artist at subway, hopefully the one going in at the dalton BP gas station. The wife just got back from europe for a day, to leave me again for cali! I love that girl more and more everyday! I get too timid though to hang with other girls because i'm afraid it will look like i'm trying to cheat on her, i'll just have to work on that one i guess. I'm going to try to make this one of my new habbits, for now i bid you all fairwell... Current Mood:  giddy | | Thursday, February 27th, 2003 | | 9:50 pm |
Clearification of last entry
That last update was not meant to say that you can't discuss religion with me, cause i'm fine with discussing my feelings if people ask for it. I recomend that you don't try to persuade my feelings or "preech" to me, cause i really don't care for that, and will probably stop listening to what you have to say. Current Mood:  blah | | 9:21 pm |
Jesus...so much controversy over a personal subject
I can understand people feeling strongly about religion, and I can also understand people not giving a rip. The thing about it is, it's between you and whatever you believe in or don't believe in. I know what i believe and don't believe, and i don't feel the need to have to go around and make sure that everyone believes in god, or HAS to find out how they feel, if you choose to tell me that's wonderful and i will respect you 100%. I just don't like being told that I HAVE to love and believe in god, because in my experience with people doing that to me, it never ever ever works. If anything, it makes me get angry towards that person and god. If you have found god and believe in him, that's wonderful, but to me and many other people, it's just annoying to constantly hear about it every 10 seconds. To me, god is not something that a friend tells you about so you decide to try it, it's something/someone you find at some point in your life, and if you don't think this is true, that's fine, that was just my feelings. Church is a fine thing too, but i don't feel at all that if i don't go, i'm an evil person. I also don't feel that i need to go to church to talk to god or pray, cause i don't, i know i don't. I personally i believe in god, and i think i have a healthy relationship with him, many other people would disagree with me because i do very little to promote him, and rarely go to church. I plan to change the church deal a little, i would like to attend a little more now that i understand what is going on. Before, i would just go and sleep or try to pass the hour/hour and a half some other way besides listen, but i was much too young to grasp what was being said. Current Mood:  annoyed | | Monday, February 17th, 2003 | | 9:59 pm |
A great weekend comes to an end
Midwinter break, gotta love it. Friday I got up and made an awesome breakfast, and then ate it alone. Then i eventually got all prepared for the big V-day evening with my valentine, i had a great time with her. Saturday morning i spent trying to get my friends together and do some fun stuff and made brownies, everything went together well. Mike and I ended up eating like over a pound of the toughest steak i've ever seen in my life, but it was a fun challange. Later that night we eventually headed over to Janel's house, lots of laughs, staying up late, and grading one another on looks and such, which was cool cause i was in with the judges so i came out lookin pretty pimp. It was something new to do and i loved it, and i couldn't have asked for better company. Sunday when i awoke, there was mad homemade doughnuts and pancakes, that was the coolest thing ever. Sunday was my relax day, and it was great. Today was all about cooking. I got up and made another huge breakfast, again, no one to eat it with. Then I went to Ashley's for a little while to make sure things ran smoothly with a mario get together. The night has come down to just simple conversations, and relaxation. All in all, i had a blast of a midwinter break and i'm not at all looking forward to school. Night all Current Mood:  calm | | Wednesday, February 12th, 2003 | | 12:14 pm |
mmmm....spanish
Spanish class, not doin anything. I shouldn't even be here the way i see it, seeing as we got a butt load of snow and it was about -20 outside, but the school didn't see it that way cause it was count day. We got ripped, i think they owe us something huge. Well it's a pretty pointless day right now, filled with euchre and laughs, followed by the occational movie. What's the point of winter if you can't even get a snow day? Well i think it's time to act like i'm doin some espanol, otherwise burley might start having a nervous breakdown and take another personal day. Current Mood: amused | | Sunday, February 9th, 2003 | | 6:34 pm |
The end of a fine weekend
Friday was a good night, hung with my main squeeze and the wak pack, good combination. Yesturday i hung with the rents for a while, then went to mlee's house for a touch, then spent the evening with some movies and good company to share some laughs. Today hung with the rents yet again! Just got done with Kraley's english paper, and about to eat some dinner. War is a terrible thing, and i can only hope the people that are hurt by it can overcome the pain. | | Wednesday, February 5th, 2003 | | 10:59 pm |
got nothin
Wednesday...what can ya say about it? It's been a fine day i suppose, school was dandy, collage was fun hangin with the lady and watchin some RP talent. I'm in some F'd up mood right now, and i don't much care for it. Though it has reminded me of some of the best times i've ever had. I feel like i'm stretched too thin, which is rediculous because many poeople are involved with way more things than i am and they seem fine. I need time to stop, i want to chill. It's funny cause i might not be this way at all tomorrow, and then yet again, i might stay like this for a long time, i don't have the answeres. Close friends will help me like they already have, and i thank and love everyone of them from the bottom of my heart. Enough sappyness, goodnight all. Current Mood: indifferent | | Tuesday, February 4th, 2003 | | 4:45 pm |
No snowday Tuesday
Pretty uneventful tuesday all in all so far. The most excitement to come in a class was the amount of Euchre played. Flippin nut bunnies!, there was soo much snow on my driveway when i got home, and i just got done shoveling it all off with the smallest shovel known to man! I didn't have a jacket cause i left it in AJ's car, i didn't have gloves or hat or even the bigger shovel cause i left all those thigns with lance in his car, so i cleared off the drive with a tiny shovel and my hoody on. I'm alive though, so don't get all worried (like you would anyways). I think i'm going to go hit up the volly-ball games tonight, support the school ya know? Time to take a shower, later. Current Mood:  awake | | Monday, February 3rd, 2003 | | 10:18 pm |
Monday, can't trust that day
It was all in all a good monday. Though i was really really really really counting on the freezing rain to cancel school, but no, i should have known better. Went to school and got layed 1st hour, gotta love when that happens. School was pretty good, went out to lunch with jose and aaron to get some quicks. After school went to Lances, then came home to find a slightly upset Ashley becaus of a flat tire promise. I tried to make it up to her by joining to the ever so lovely Discount Tire where we laughed and caught up on things. Came home, talked to the main lady who'm i've come to adore. And now we're here. No one has been rubbing me the wrong way lately, so i have no juice or angry thoughts to put in here, making all of my entries so far pretty boaring. I appologize to all that feel they have waisted their time, i promise if you stick with me things will improve. For now i hope that the rain hitting the ground outside turns to ice, and we see a day off of school, cross your fingers and hope to die! Current Mood:  jealous | | Sunday, February 2nd, 2003 | | 11:02 pm |
GRAH!!!...sunday
Let's give it up for Sunday!!!!!! Nothing crazy happend at all. Tried to play some hockey today, but the ice turned to slush, which probably wasn't too safe to be playing on, but who cares, i'm alive and kickin right now. Hung at Lances for a bit, had some din over there, that was good. Came home and called the lady, spoke with her for along time, love those talks. Now I'm starting up the ever so lovely juicy conversations that always take place at night with the best people i know (you know who you juicy people are). I must say, i wish i could have gone to Hawaii with the people that went, that would have made my days to come, but things were good around here. I got nothin to say, hopefully tomorrow will bring some juice for you all, i know i've been slacking. Goodnight to you all! Current Mood: amused | | 12:28 am |
Breast implants look painful
Well a delightful saturday well spent indeed. Just got home from hangin with the leading lady, adam ofcourse, and the one and only little sis. My circle of friends is now complete that the school tripsters are back from Hawaii, bastards for not taking me with them! Well the day went a little like this... Got up at lances, decided to come home, cleaned house, was shocked because one of my favorite buds, Ashley, decided to come home and entertain me for a few minuts before crashing. Shortly after Levi came over, lots of ping-pong was played, laughter here and there just how daddy likes it. Then i caught up with bobbadick and girls, and that was pretty much my night. I really don't have anything bugging me at the momment, but i'm sure i will sooner or later, making this much more interesting to read, cause right now it's probably pretty boring. So goodnight for now, and oh yeah, breast implants look painful. Current Mood: peaceful | | Saturday, February 1st, 2003 | | 2:31 pm |
There goes the neighborhood
Seems I have a live journal now! I think I'm going to like this. Well it's Saturday and all my friends are home and the parents are happy, life doesn't get much better. Just hanging aroung the house right now, but hopefully things will get shook up later. That's all for now, I'll work on some juice to type into this dealy later. Current Mood: happy |
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